Saturday, March 24, 2012

Prequalified!

But Moses pleaded with the LORD, O Lord, I’m not very good with words. I never have been, and I’m not now, even though you have spoken to me. I get tongue-tied, and my words get tangled. Then the LORD asked Moses, Who makes a person’s mouth? Who decides whether people speak or do not speak, hear or do not hear, see or do not see? Is it not I, the LORD? Now go! I will be with you as you speak, and I will instruct you in what to say.  Exodus 4:10-12


How many days do we eliminate ourselves from the race in which God has called us because we feel unqualified or incapable to take on the task?   Personally, I've taken myself out of numerous opportunities because "I" didn't feel I had what it took.   I'm confident I've missed out on God's blessings and growth, because I said no, due to my feelings.


If my own insecurities haven't been enough, there are plenty of outside influences to hold me back.  The competition in life to materially and financially compete with the Jones'. The titles that we cling to with education or work roles, can influence our confidence in abilities.  Our physical attributes and even the clothes we wear can be used against us in what we can accomplish. Even in some churches, there is a hierarchy of capabilities that we get restricted by.  I know for me I have had negative influences that held me back because I was divorced early in my life.


The good news, when we have a relationship with the risen Christ, God doesn't qualify us based on worldly flaws and self induced restrictions.  He calls us regardless if we are stumbling, mumbling fools in the view of the world.  Usually he calls us in spite of our flaws.  Moses saw himself as a weak individual with very poor speaking skills, but God saw him as a divinely driven leader.  God's response is what we need to daily need to cling to in our personal lives.  I do not have the right to debate my lack of abilities with the God who created all, and has the master plan for my life.  I have to full trust him, ignore the worldly influences, and realize he doesn't recognize my self described limitations.  As Henry Blackaby puts it, God takes the ordinary and makes them extraordinary.   


How does this look in my personal life today?  Lately, I've been very down and doubting my ability to lead my children.  My thoughts tell me that I am failing, and the rebellious behaviors that occur with my kids are my lack of ability to teach and guide them.  God is telling me today, that I have what it takes.  He is telling me that he gave me these two awesome kids for his Glory and that he will provide me with the ability to lead them and point him to Him.  I accept the calling Lord.


How does this look in your life today?

1 comment:

  1. Each time God calls me to a new and bigger task I argue why with Him on why I am the wrong person. Fortunately, God works with my stubbornness and proves to me time and time again that He is working through me--I'm never doing any of it on my own.

    I know something else is coming, it's only a matter of time before God reveals it, but I'm already nervous and feel myself trying to hide.

    Thanks for this, I need the reminder of missing out on the blessing it truly is in being used by God and serving Him.

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